Wow....well, I don't know what to make of what happened today at school. I am still sitting here in a state of shock like I have been since English class. I guess I wouldn't really say it's a bad thing....but very awkward. I'll go ahead and get right to the point.
Well, we had a sub today in English and we were basically just doing busy work. Well, there's this guy named Jared that sits by me. I don't know him that well, I've just talked to him a few times. But anyway, he asked me if he could borrow a sheet of paper so I gave him one. Then all of a sudden, after he wrote something, he gave it back to me and asked me to answer him. He had written "Are you dating anyone right now?" I wondered why he was asking me this, but I wrote "no." So, to make a long story short, he basically asked me if I would date him. I can't describe how completely shocked I felt. No one has ever asked me anything like that! I think I just sat there for a minute trying to figure out what to say. What's really weird is that I really don't know this guy very well. So I did tell him how I'd have to get to know him better first, and I'd also have to talk to my parents. There IS one other problem though...lol. Having to admit this to my mom wasn't easy, considering she's been teasing me about being friends with Shaun ever since I first met him...but I do sort of, um, like him. I don't even know if he likes me that way, because he's friends with a lot of girls and could like any of them, so yeah. I'd be totally fine with him going out with someone else. I'd still be perfectly happy just being friends with him, but of course if he wanted to go out, I would be fine with that too. :) Now I'm wondering whether I should have told Jared about this, but I just wanted to be honest with him, because I figured once I got to "know him better" like I told him I would have to, it would be bad to have to tell him then. But anyway, I told my mom what happened and she agreed that I shouldn't date him now if I barely know him, so she told me to tell him that my parents said they weren't quite ready for me to date yet. So hopefully that'll settle it for now...I'm just worried about the future, because IF something did happen between me and Shaun, I don't know how I'd go about telling Jared. Even if I did just stay friends with Shaun though, I'm still not sure that Jared would be right for me anyway. This is just so strange for me though! I never in a million years thought that I was going to be dealing with this until I was like, 20. lol. But what do you know, here's some guy asking me out already!! And, I don't think that he would do this, but I really hope Jared doesn't say anything to Shaun, because unfortunately he figured out who my friend was. I did ask him not to say anything to Shaun about it, so I know that he obviously wouldn't be a good boyfriend if he did. I really don't think he would, but I just reaaaally hope he doesn't! He seems like he really wants to date me and I certainly hope that he wouldn't talk to Shaun to see if he likes me. For one thing, it'd be pretty awkward, obviously, especially if he liked someone else. Shaun isn't even allowed to date till he turns 16, which will be this summer. I was never planning on saying anything to him- I just figured, if he ever wanted to date me, great, but if he never said anything to me, then fine, we can just stay friends. But, if we ever did end up dating, that would be bad now because of the whole Jared ordeal. I also really don't want Jared to say anything for Shaun's sake- I'd really hate to get him involved in this, and I wouldn't want him to feel bad if he liked another girl. So please Jared, if you happen to be reading this- don't say a WORD to Shaun!!!! lol. Ahhhh, I never realized how complicated love really is until this moment. I just hope everything works out and my life doesn't turn into a dramatic soap opera. Ugh, just when I got my Spanish project done and did my driving test and thought that I was finally stress-free....
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Post #26
Whoo! Grad exams are over! lol. Sadly, once I finish writing this post, I'm going to have to work on my project for Spanish class that's due Monday. We have to give a speech on a famous Hispanic person and also make a "visual aid" for our presentation. I've gotten most of the research done already, but I still have to make a poster about my person, Salvador Dali. *sigh*. But at least I'll feel really relieved once I get it all done. Plus, this week is going to be my last week before spring break! =D
Well, I couldn't believe my eyes when I woke up this morning- I looked out the window and there was snow on the ground! It wasn't much, but it was still a miracle nevertheless to be able to see any snow at all. Although I am a bit miffed that it had to happen on the weekend and not on a school night. lol. My mom thinks that if it had been a school night, we might have gotten a 1 or 2-hour delay at school. All the snow is melted now, but it's still freezing outside! But luckily, after today it's supposed to get warm again. I'm pretty happy about that, because I sure am ready for spring!
Well, I couldn't believe my eyes when I woke up this morning- I looked out the window and there was snow on the ground! It wasn't much, but it was still a miracle nevertheless to be able to see any snow at all. Although I am a bit miffed that it had to happen on the weekend and not on a school night. lol. My mom thinks that if it had been a school night, we might have gotten a 1 or 2-hour delay at school. All the snow is melted now, but it's still freezing outside! But luckily, after today it's supposed to get warm again. I'm pretty happy about that, because I sure am ready for spring!
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Post #25
I'm back! I know it's been kind of awhile since I've written anything, I guess I just lost all of my energy to type because of all these graduation exams I've been taking all week (and we started them last week).
Well, I believe I left off saying how the basketball team won again and we had another day where everyone was gone. Well, then on THAT day, they won AGAIN, so then the next day they went to the state finals and we got dismissed from school early! So that was pretty awesome. :) But sadly, now all that is over so we're back to normal days. lol. But, like I said, last week we started graduation exams and I've taken 5 tests in the past week, and I have one more tomorrow! Lucky for me, it turns out that I don't have to take a math one this year (I already passed the Algebra one last semester). So far I've had writing, history, science, reading, and language, and tomorrow I have biology (different from the other science one I took). The ones I've taken have been pretty easy, but I'm kind of worried biology won't be quite so easy. lol. So hopefully it'll go okay. I'll be so glad when all these exams are over. I've gotten quite tired of walking down to the auditorium in a huge crowd of people, and then having to make my way to my assigned seat. Then we get to listen to the teacher giving the test go over the same directions and rules as they do for every single test. I am usually a pretty slow test taker (luckily the tests aren't timed), so I have to sit there for a looong time. My neck always starts to cramp really bad from having to lean over so far, since we're sitting in the auditorium seats and have to use lap boards to be able to write. Everyone seems to get very restless and bored, but we actually had some entertainment a few times, like when someone sneezed extremely loud during the test, and then another time, someone apparently forgot to turn their cell phone off and the song "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston rang out in the middle of the test. But thankfully, all the testing will be over after tomorrow. :) Yippee!
Well, I believe I left off saying how the basketball team won again and we had another day where everyone was gone. Well, then on THAT day, they won AGAIN, so then the next day they went to the state finals and we got dismissed from school early! So that was pretty awesome. :) But sadly, now all that is over so we're back to normal days. lol. But, like I said, last week we started graduation exams and I've taken 5 tests in the past week, and I have one more tomorrow! Lucky for me, it turns out that I don't have to take a math one this year (I already passed the Algebra one last semester). So far I've had writing, history, science, reading, and language, and tomorrow I have biology (different from the other science one I took). The ones I've taken have been pretty easy, but I'm kind of worried biology won't be quite so easy. lol. So hopefully it'll go okay. I'll be so glad when all these exams are over. I've gotten quite tired of walking down to the auditorium in a huge crowd of people, and then having to make my way to my assigned seat. Then we get to listen to the teacher giving the test go over the same directions and rules as they do for every single test. I am usually a pretty slow test taker (luckily the tests aren't timed), so I have to sit there for a looong time. My neck always starts to cramp really bad from having to lean over so far, since we're sitting in the auditorium seats and have to use lap boards to be able to write. Everyone seems to get very restless and bored, but we actually had some entertainment a few times, like when someone sneezed extremely loud during the test, and then another time, someone apparently forgot to turn their cell phone off and the song "Beautiful Girls" by Sean Kingston rang out in the middle of the test. But thankfully, all the testing will be over after tomorrow. :) Yippee!
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Post #24
Well, today is February 23, and it is... *drumroll* Dakota Fanning's birthday! (I remember posting last year on her birthday too. lol). But wow, I can't believe she's 14 already. But I am so glad that she has stayed grounded and down-to-earth, and I hope she continues to stay that way. So Dakota, I hope you have an awesome birthday! I wish you all the best! :)
Well, yesterday at school wasn't quite the same as Tuesday, because the basketball team played earlier so they got back during 3rd block. I didn't really do much in my classes though, except I had my grammar test in English. So it was still a pretty easy day! And, the team won again so we'll be having another day like this on Thursday!
Well, yesterday at school wasn't quite the same as Tuesday, because the basketball team played earlier so they got back during 3rd block. I didn't really do much in my classes though, except I had my grammar test in English. So it was still a pretty easy day! And, the team won again so we'll be having another day like this on Thursday!
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Post #23
Haha, I've decided to start numbering all my posts now because I can never think of a title for them, and when I do it's usually really stupid. So yeah, this is my 23rd post! lol
Well, yesterday was my last day of the long weekend. I was hardly home at all! lol. In the morning I went to Jazzercise with my mom. In case you don't know, Jazzercise is like a combination of exercising and dancing. I'm usually the only one there under 30. Other moms will occasionally bring their daughters, but I'm the only one that goes every Saturday and every day off that we have from school (my mom goes every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, and I go too if we have the day off). :) It's fun though. I actually get along quite well with older people. :)
Then later we went to see the movie Jumper! There were two reasons I really wanted to see this movie, 1. because I've always been fascinated with the idea of teleporting (yeah, I know I'm a dork. lol) and 2. Hayden Christensen is in it!!!! (I of course did not mention reason #2 to my mom, because I knew she'd probably tease me. lol). But anyway, I really enjoyed the movie and my parents liked it too. :)
Well, if I remember correctly, in my last post I said how I would probably be doing basically nothing at school today because of the basketball game. Well, I was right! In all my classes, less than half of the class was even there! I was amazed at how easy it was to make my way through the halls with so many people gone (our school has gone WAY over the capacity- we have more than 2,000 students enrolled and we REALLY need to build a new high school)! Well, first was my study hall class, which I go to during my driver's ed period every day but Monday (my driving day). I go to my former history teacher's room, and his class was watching "The Patriot". I had no homework or anything to do so I watched it too. In business tech, my teacher wasn't even there, so we had a sub. Of course, we couldn't start on a new project since over half the class was missing, so I spent most of the period on addictinggames.com. That got pretty boring, but luckily there were enough games to keep me busy for 90 minutes. lol. Then in Spanish, we watched Shrek 2 in Spanish but with the English subtitles so that we would have some idea of what was going on. lol. And sadly, in English, we actually had to do work! lol. We actually weren't missing quite as many people in that class, so we did do some work. But luckily it was pretty easy- it was just a grammar packet- not very much fun, but at least it was easy. Sadly I'm going to have to actually work tomorrow. LOL. But, it turns out our team won the game and they're going to have another one on Friday! And apparently we'll be playing our biggest rival, meaning there will probably be even more people gone. I told my mom I might as well just stay home that day- that'd be pretty weird if it ended up being me and like, 2 other people in my classes. But both my mom and I think it's weird that they're scheduling all these games during school.
Well, that's about it for now. :) Later!
Well, yesterday was my last day of the long weekend. I was hardly home at all! lol. In the morning I went to Jazzercise with my mom. In case you don't know, Jazzercise is like a combination of exercising and dancing. I'm usually the only one there under 30. Other moms will occasionally bring their daughters, but I'm the only one that goes every Saturday and every day off that we have from school (my mom goes every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday, and I go too if we have the day off). :) It's fun though. I actually get along quite well with older people. :)
Then later we went to see the movie Jumper! There were two reasons I really wanted to see this movie, 1. because I've always been fascinated with the idea of teleporting (yeah, I know I'm a dork. lol) and 2. Hayden Christensen is in it!!!! (I of course did not mention reason #2 to my mom, because I knew she'd probably tease me. lol). But anyway, I really enjoyed the movie and my parents liked it too. :)
Well, if I remember correctly, in my last post I said how I would probably be doing basically nothing at school today because of the basketball game. Well, I was right! In all my classes, less than half of the class was even there! I was amazed at how easy it was to make my way through the halls with so many people gone (our school has gone WAY over the capacity- we have more than 2,000 students enrolled and we REALLY need to build a new high school)! Well, first was my study hall class, which I go to during my driver's ed period every day but Monday (my driving day). I go to my former history teacher's room, and his class was watching "The Patriot". I had no homework or anything to do so I watched it too. In business tech, my teacher wasn't even there, so we had a sub. Of course, we couldn't start on a new project since over half the class was missing, so I spent most of the period on addictinggames.com. That got pretty boring, but luckily there were enough games to keep me busy for 90 minutes. lol. Then in Spanish, we watched Shrek 2 in Spanish but with the English subtitles so that we would have some idea of what was going on. lol. And sadly, in English, we actually had to do work! lol. We actually weren't missing quite as many people in that class, so we did do some work. But luckily it was pretty easy- it was just a grammar packet- not very much fun, but at least it was easy. Sadly I'm going to have to actually work tomorrow. LOL. But, it turns out our team won the game and they're going to have another one on Friday! And apparently we'll be playing our biggest rival, meaning there will probably be even more people gone. I told my mom I might as well just stay home that day- that'd be pretty weird if it ended up being me and like, 2 other people in my classes. But both my mom and I think it's weird that they're scheduling all these games during school.
Well, that's about it for now. :) Later!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Shopping <3
Well, I'm really happy that this is a long weekend and I don't have school tomorrow. :) And apparently on Tuesday, our girls' basketball team is going somewhere to play a big game and a bunch of people are going to it, even though they'll miss school. So I'll be one of the few people that's even at school. I'm assuming I probably won't be doing anything productive that day. :) I already know we're just going to watch a movie in Spanish class.
Well, yesterday was fun because I got to go shopping! We drove out to a city near us (for safety reasons I am not going to say where. lol). My dad even ended up buying a few shirts for himself. lol. I got two new shirts at Aeropostale and tank tops to go under them at JCPenney. My parents and I also looked at a pet shop and saw lots of adorable puppies and bunnies. :P And then before we left, we got ice cream at the food court. It was lots of fun. :) My mom thinks it's so funny how a few years ago I didn't even really like to shop for clothes, but now I love to and could walk around a mall all day. lol. I shop pretty much everywhere, although I'm not into Hollister and Abercrombie like everyone my age is- mostly because it's so expensive, and my mom also doesn't think it's appropriate because she said a friend of hers went into Hollister one time to get a gift card for her niece, and they all had pictures that looked inappropriate, and even when I passed by there yesterday, I couldn't help but notice some of the pictures in their windows. I do like American Eagle and Aeropostale, but that's basically it for the "popular" stuff. Overall I guess I'd be considered pretty "uncool"- I go to department stores like JCPenney since they're cheaper and I even still go to Limited Too, which everyone my age would never wear since it's a kids' store- but who cares? The clothes look basically the same as any other store, they're just in smaller sizes and they are often more bright and colorful, which I don't think is a bad thing. :) I'm glad they have all the way up to a size 20 though, or else I probably wouldn't fit into it anymore since it's kids sizes. lol. So yeah, as you can see I really like shopping. lol
Well, yesterday was fun because I got to go shopping! We drove out to a city near us (for safety reasons I am not going to say where. lol). My dad even ended up buying a few shirts for himself. lol. I got two new shirts at Aeropostale and tank tops to go under them at JCPenney. My parents and I also looked at a pet shop and saw lots of adorable puppies and bunnies. :P And then before we left, we got ice cream at the food court. It was lots of fun. :) My mom thinks it's so funny how a few years ago I didn't even really like to shop for clothes, but now I love to and could walk around a mall all day. lol. I shop pretty much everywhere, although I'm not into Hollister and Abercrombie like everyone my age is- mostly because it's so expensive, and my mom also doesn't think it's appropriate because she said a friend of hers went into Hollister one time to get a gift card for her niece, and they all had pictures that looked inappropriate, and even when I passed by there yesterday, I couldn't help but notice some of the pictures in their windows. I do like American Eagle and Aeropostale, but that's basically it for the "popular" stuff. Overall I guess I'd be considered pretty "uncool"- I go to department stores like JCPenney since they're cheaper and I even still go to Limited Too, which everyone my age would never wear since it's a kids' store- but who cares? The clothes look basically the same as any other store, they're just in smaller sizes and they are often more bright and colorful, which I don't think is a bad thing. :) I'm glad they have all the way up to a size 20 though, or else I probably wouldn't fit into it anymore since it's kids sizes. lol. So yeah, as you can see I really like shopping. lol
Friday, February 1, 2008
Driving
Well, driving last Monday wasn't too bad. haha. Luckily, all Coach Hall made us do was drive around the stadium parking lot, which I have done before. And luckily, all the people in my driving group are really nice, so I don't have to worry about anyone going, "Omg, Hannah can't drive, she's such a freak." lol. We are going to have to go on the road eventually, but we won't have to until we've had enough experience.
Well, I had no school today! It was a teacher workday, so it was nice to be able to stay home. It was a nice short week of school. :) And on Wednesday, I went to another dance at my friend Shaun's church. I went to one back in November, but that of course was when I was overloaded with schoolwork, so I guess that's why I never told about it. But yeah, this one wasn't as long since it was on a school night, but it was still really fun. :) My friends and I danced like crazy (usually I'd be really embarrassed to dance that in public, but since I was with my friends and everyone else was doing the same thing, it was okay. :) And then, of course they played the "slow" songs where the guys and girls were supposed to dance together. I danced with Shaun, and also with this other guy. Sometimes random guys will just ask you to dance, so it's a little awkward. lol. But everyone there is really nice, so it's cool. :)
Well, I guess that's it for now. Later!
Well, I had no school today! It was a teacher workday, so it was nice to be able to stay home. It was a nice short week of school. :) And on Wednesday, I went to another dance at my friend Shaun's church. I went to one back in November, but that of course was when I was overloaded with schoolwork, so I guess that's why I never told about it. But yeah, this one wasn't as long since it was on a school night, but it was still really fun. :) My friends and I danced like crazy (usually I'd be really embarrassed to dance that in public, but since I was with my friends and everyone else was doing the same thing, it was okay. :) And then, of course they played the "slow" songs where the guys and girls were supposed to dance together. I danced with Shaun, and also with this other guy. Sometimes random guys will just ask you to dance, so it's a little awkward. lol. But everyone there is really nice, so it's cool. :)
Well, I guess that's it for now. Later!
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